As years have passed, my experience has grown. I hope to share my stories on the inner workings of the Mormon Church. Having served in many callings, I have sat in many meetings and built relationships with a number of well-known Mormon authorities. I consider myself an insider that is now outside—by choice. I now see past the exterior and see how the church functions, but I realized this is a unique perspective. My goal is to help other outsiders understand and “see” the inner workings—for better or worse.